Chris, the moment I saw you, it was like a hammer to my chest.

I had a momentary lapse where breathing no longer came without a thought. My mouth fell open; my brain needing more oxygen than my nose could provide.

My heart became fast friends with the pit of my stomach. I became more aware of the rise and fall of my chest and mindlessly put a hand over my heart in an effort to keep it from beating so hard.

I stood still for what felt like an eternity, my legs suddently turned into lead. As if the heat wasn't enough, I was suddently warmer than I was half a minute ago . . .the heat became more apparent as a bead of sweat made it's way down the small of my back.

You were making your way out the door. Once you exited completely, you noticed me. I walked with my head high, right by you and brushed into you. The jolt of electricity I felt in that moment was enough to force me to snap my attention back to you. We looked at eachother knowing full well what the other was thinking.

You can imagine how I was feeling at that point. Then I started to imagine, how gentle your voice is, how soft your skin, how your scent would drive me crazy. I imagined you taking my hand as you lead me up a flight of stairs to your place . . .then I stop myself and know that this fantasy was just that, a womans school crush on a man with beautiful eyes, a smile that can light up a room when he walks in, a walk with a confident stride and a generous, kind nature. . .Remember me!

chris potter makes all woman feel that way all the time" it just happens to the beast of us.